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Thursday, March 27, 2003

12:17AM - fun fun

i got my pictures back today.... hehehe.... they are soooo funny i mean some of them i don't remember being taken but i guess that's what you get when you drink to fast..... anyway i got to talk to my baby which always puts a smile on my face .... and i know that it is now offically thursday so that means i get to go and see him tom. i am soooo happy...... anyway i have to finish up another paper..... so peace out

Current mood: cheerful

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

3:28PM - wow

okay so i think i feel i mean i have never felt like this before and well i am kind of liking it i mean dan is the greatest thing that has happened to me...... the only thing that sux is the fact that he live sooooo far away but we seem to be doing okay with that whole thing i mean we see eachother as much as we can i mean it is hard and all with me working and going to school and him working all the time but we do it and when i am with him i am happier than i have ever been in my whole life i mean i am so comfortable with him and life if great when i am around him..... anyway besides that life has been kinda dull i mean i have been working a lot and going to school and well that's about all i mean well there is that part when heather asked when the row homes ended and then you know the whole chickens rule thing even though it was a duck..... well i have to go and write a paper......

peace out

Current mood: loved

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

2:16AM - best week ever

okay so i took dan home to met the parents and well i really think that they like him..... that is sooo great...... he came up this past weekend and it was great i mean we had sooooo fun (well i did anyway)..... he is too sweet..... i got lucky this time..... i went down there this weekend and came home last night before i went to work.... then you have my dumbass that gets lost coming home..... anyway i get to go back down on wed. and spend the rest of the week with him.... and then i have to leave again on sat. to come back up here and go to work...... but that's okay i mean at least i ge to spend time with him..... while i was down there we went to his moms house..... she is to funny..... got have i been having a great time i really have..... i hope this lasts i mean i haven't felt like this in awhile..... anyway i am waiting for someone to stop by and say hi..... i will write again soon......

peace out

Current mood: excited

Friday, February 28, 2003

4:25PM - i am happy

so okay i know that i haven't put anything in here in a while but the server wouldn't let me in..... so i am going to tell you about the great weekend that i had when we got all that snow...... so i was in DE to pick up heather and to see dan...... and john....... well it was sooo nice i got down there saturday night (which was really sunday morning) and dan and heather and john and i were all just talking and then john and heather went to bed and dan and i were talking out in the living room...... finnaly we decided that we were going to go to bed...... we layed there and talked for a bit and then right as both of were falling alseep his mom called and told us that there was 6 inches of snow on the ground already....... so we got up and went to the store becuase i was a guys apartment all they had was soda, beer, condiments, pickles and penutbutter....... so we got to the store and there were 5 million people there...... no one does there shopping before the n=snow comes they all so it when there is 6 inches on the grpund already.... so an hour and half after shopping with dan.... who by the way cann't shop...... we got back to the apartment and went to go back to sleep after we put the food away...... but noooooooooo...... john and heather woke up and that was the end of that i got up and then so did dan...... so anyway i got stuck down there untill wed. morning.... it was nice though i mean we all had fun .... well except for heather but that was because she got sick....... but she is okay now...... so we left wed. morning afater drinking on monday night.... which by the way was fun but not fair since dan and john drink all the time and i don't and they were drinking beer and i was drinking liquor..... and they kept making me drink when we were playing the game ... so i got trashed and passed out on the floor.... where by the way dan left me..... but then i woke up and woke him up....... but anyway it is now friday and my mommy is on her way up which i needed cuz school was a pain in the ass this week.... and then tom. morning dan is coming to see me...... i am soooo happy this weekend couldn't get any better..... well i have to go now mommy will be here any minute.....

peace out

Current mood: bouncy

Thursday, February 13, 2003

4:02AM - hehehe

i have been having a terrible week i mean this month is not for me i think it's because of the whole valentines day thing i really hate that day..... i hope i get to have a good one soon.... anyway i guess there is a highlight that will be coming to this week i get to go to see john and dan with heather those two crack me up..... but i stil have to go to work this weekend and well to tell you the truth i really don't want to i mean i am soooooooooo fuckin sick of working plus i have so much shit to catch up on fro school because i have been sick and well it really suckz big purple monkey balls...... there are so many other things that i would love to wriye about that have been making my week a littl better but i don't want anyone to get mad at me so i am not going to talk about them...... anyway i am going to go and write the other paper that i have due..... i will try to write again soon...... peace out.....

Current mood: busy

Friday, February 7, 2003

7:03AM - i work to much

okay so i have now just come to the conculsion that i work way to much i mean i don't have a life anymore because all i do is work sleep and go to school...... it is kinda getting boring now..... i dunno i mean i wish i could have a littl bit more of a life but what fun would that be i mean god what do you think i am human ...... anyway i dunno what i want to do today i mean i thought that i had work at 8 and i don't so that means i have all the way untill 10 pm untill i have to go back to work but then i have work on sat morning at 12 again and then i have the rest of the weekend off that will be nice.... maybe i will do something.... oh wait you need money to do that so i guess i will have to wait untill next week to be able to do anything but o yeah that's wight i have to work all next week ....... wow the next few weeks should be i mean i ahhhhhhhhh i don't even know anymore....... anyway the bright side to my day is that it is snowing outside and we have like 4 inches already...... i am happy the only thing is i hate driving in it....... but that is the price that i pay for liking the snow.... anyway i am going to go and find something to do with myself.......

peace out

Current mood: aggravated

Wednesday, February 5, 2003

2:03AM - okay so i had a great weekend

this weekend was the greatest weekend of my littl life..... i went to virgina with heather and i had a great time down there i mean it was soooooo pretty down there and it was just so nice to just get away from this area and do something that i enjoy doing instead of going to work or school...... the ride down had to be the funniest thing in the world i mean you wouldn't belive the stupid shit that people will talk about when they are stuck in a car together on a long ass road trip ..... but it was great.... after we saw heather's friend nikki we went back to DE and stayed at dan and john's place ( john being heather's man)..... i had sooooo much fun there i mean her boyfriend is great he is a pretty funny guy and he roommate dan well lets just say i was going to jump on him...... he was soooo sweet and sooo cute i mean i sat for hours with him and just talked about nothing it was so nice i mean i haven't done that with a guy in a long time....... i mean i don't even know how i am supose to put it into words i mean it was great and i felt so happy for the first time in a while....... ahhhhhhhhh i am loving life right now i mean i am starting to feel good about myself again and i like that........ anyway we had to keep dan up on sunday night because he had to go to work at 7 and it would have been a bad thing if he went to sleep so we kept him awake for the rest of the night (this is where the jumping part comes in) i told him if he were to fall asleep i would jump on him and he kept closing his eyes like he was going to go to sleep but i was to tired to move so i never did jump on him....... but i think it would have been funny if i did....... but then again i am a nice person and i would never jump on anyone cuz i'd be scared that i would hurt them...... anyway after dan went to work we made sure that john got off to work and then we headed home...... we got back here 10 mins before heather's class so she went to class and i went to sleep.... then at like 7:30 heather calls me and i told her that i was still sleeping and thai would be up in like 2 hours..... hahahaha.... that didn't happen so 3 hours later dan called me to talk and then heather called me and she came over then we went and drove around for a bit and we ran in to greg and vinnie they stood outside the house for forevere and a day and then two other cops showed up and were standing there talking then the other haven cop in the car showed up and the the penn state cop...... it was an FOP meeting outside my apartment it was pretty funny..... anyway today some lady or guy hit a telephone pole and knocked out all the power for penn state so classes were cancelled for the day it was kinda nice since it was a nice day out..... but you know me i slept for a while and then went out..... but anyway nothing more has really happen in the past few days besides that ...... hehehehe..... i am going to go and doing something now cuz i don't have class untill 6:30 tom night so that means i can sleep a bit.... i will catch you all on the flip side

peace out

Current mood: cheerful

Sunday, January 26, 2003

6:45AM - tired......

okay so i am beat right now i cann't belive that i am doing what i am doing.... i worked 8:30-4:00 and then i went to texaco and worked 10-6 and now it is 6:46 and i have to go to work again at 8....... what the hell is wrong with me ??? please someone let me know...... anyway tonight was very interesting some girl came in but it turned out that it was guy..... it was pretty funny and made my night a littl better since like ten mins after i got there some guy came in and starting screaming at me because he had to pre pay for his gas...... ahhh what are you going to do..... well i have to go and take a shower and and get ready for another wonderful day of work and then it is home to sleep.... for a long time......

peace

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Current mood: tired

Thursday, January 23, 2003

1:06PM - okay here you go

so this has been a long time since i came here and wrote in my journal so for neil and heather and everyone else who has been telling me to write in here i am doing it..... so life has been okay but school really sux and now that i am working two jobs one at mcdonalds and the other at texaco....... i cann't wait to quit my first job it will be so nice to only e working ine job and not having to have to go to work at mcdonalds...... anyway i love my car sooooooooooo much that i could marry it hahahahaha not really....... heather and i are going to go to VA and have some fun....... hummmmmm i wonder what will happen ??? hehehehehehehehehe...... anyway i think i am going to head out and do something

peace out

Current mood: horny

Monday, December 30, 2002

10:11PM - what the f ???

christmas was great i got me a new ride..... it is sooo nice and i am in love with... i got to see toby that made me happy but at the same time really fucked with me i mean i will always love the kid i mean he was my first love but i am not in love with hime anymore and i never really thought that i would say those words but i just did and this time i really mean it i really like this guy mike and i hope that things work out between us..... life really sucks some times but anyways lets talk about my new car that mommy and daddy bought for me..... it is really dark green and it is sooooo pretty.... it's a 1995 eagle talon and i am in love with it i mean it will be so nive to be able to go out and do stuff again but you wanna know that shitty part of the car i still can't find the damn part so that i can put my cd player in it i mean why in the hell does every car i have to be an import ??? anyway i am going to go and get something to eat i will write again later after me and my baby get done talking.....

peace

Current mood: cynical

Friday, December 13, 2002

10:35AM - lalalalalala........

so i haven't gone to sleep yet..... so i am a littl out of it... hahaha... i washed out the inside of my car that was fun and i got to talk to my baby.... big smile on my face.... hummmmm.... i wonder what i shall do know i mean i cann't to go to sleep yet cuz i have to get my tree and then i have to met john to get notes for my final..... ummmmm..... i am at the lab now cuz i have no f*n life .... it kinda sux.... but i guess i will live.... i think that i might just print a bunch of stupid shit out and go home and hang it on my walls.....

peace out

Current mood: crazy

Thursday, December 12, 2002

4:39PM - woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (taking a breath) oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hehehehehe...... that i stressed that enough??? i am finnaly done classes now all i have to do is take 4 finals and all of them are just like a normal test in the class so really i don't have to worry about to much.... i am sooooooo f*n happy.... i want to do a littl dance because it is all over.... but i am going to save that for when i am really finished with school......
anyway i am going to and get my first christmas tree for our place tom...... it will be sooooo nice i mean it is sooo weird that i am going to be doing that but i mean i guess we all have to grow up sometime and well i am doing it... hahaha.... me grow up.... never.... hehehehe.....
god am i in a good mood today the only thing that could make my day beeter is if i get to talk to my baby, then i will be the happiest person alive.... i cann't wait to go up to new york and see him it will be such a great felling..... hehehe, and i got him to go ice skating with me... that made my day when he said that he would do that..... but the best part is going to be that he never did it before.... so that means i get to teach him and help him up when he falls..... hahaha.... anyway i am going to go and find heather now......

peace

Current mood: bouncy

10:02AM - explain to me why???

okay so why is that whenever i go to bed anymore i wake up at 9:30 ??? i hate i wanted to sleep in today it would have been nice but noooooo i have to wake so that i can walk around and do absoultly NOTHING ..... god do i hate my life somedays..... but to make my day better i thought of the fact that i get to sell my books back today so that means that i am going to have some money..... woooooooo.... i need that....
anyway i am off to do nothing

peace

Current mood: awake

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

2:28PM - no school !!!!!!

woooo i don't have to go to school today... i feel like a littl kid... it's great.... the only thing that sux about it is that i don't know what i am going to do about the presentaion that i was suppose to give tonight...... oh no..... hehehe.... i dunno i am waiting for my baby to come back on..... i miss him..... tear..... hehehe.... i am in such a weird mood today i love it..... well i am going to go and do something.... maybe i will read my book

peace out.....

Current mood: silly

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

7:23PM - woooooooo

i am so happy do you know how great of a feeling it is to get rid of almost everything you have to do do ??? i mean i handed in my last to assesments in my one class yesterday and handed in my 10 page paper today and then tomorrow i will get rid of my 5 page paper and then finally on thursday i will hand in my last paper and the semester will be over..... will that is except for finals the following week...... but that is okay i mean i am now finished the rest of the shit that i had to have done...... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh what a great feeling..... i am now waiting for my baby to come on.... i miss him soooooo much i cann't wait to talk to him it puts a smile on my face just to know that he is on line and that i get to talk to him....... i just wish that we were closer so that i could be with him always...... but i guess i will have to wait and see what happens with that..... i hope it all works out for me.....

so i am off to go over my paper for tomorrow because i have to give a presentation with it too.....

peace

Current mood: accomplished

Monday, December 9, 2002

9:01AM - i hate my car just like it hates me !!!!!!

so yesterday i went out to dig my car out of the snow and i tried to start it to warm it up and well lets just say i had to walk to work yesterday morning.... and this morning like 15 min ago i went out ot see if it would start...... lets just say that i am walking to class soon...... ahhhhhhh i really hate the thing somedays.... i need to get it started before i go home cuz i need to get the shit fixed..... anyway i miss my baby.... i really do i want to be with him soooo bad and i dont really know why i mean like i have said befor i have never met him.... but all i think about is him..... i hate life....

well people i am off i have togo and walk my asss over tp the school and hope none of my body parts fall of in the process......and then i have to live there today because i have a bunck of shit to get done....... wooooooo semester is almost over.........

peace

Current mood: bitchy

Saturday, December 7, 2002

7:21AM - whoo whoo whoo

hahaha.... i had a fun night last night i got thrown in the snow face first twice.... that was fun and then tonight i got sit an dlaugh at the guys when the where putting the light bar and siren in the crusier...... what a life i mean you can do school work and make fun of people all at the same time..... i have sooo much shit to do it's crazy..... i really don't want to do anything else i am beat my brain hurts...... like i said to matty early i thought that your college years were suppose to be the best years of your life..... well i think that they lied... i mean don't get me wrong i am haveing a great time and all but i mean they are kinda sucking lately... i mean the first year was one i will never forget but anymore i am just kinda more stressed then anything but i guess that i my own damn fault for putting shit off........ ahhhh but what are you going to do ???

well i gotta go and do some shit before i go to work today....

peace out people

Current mood: working

Wednesday, December 4, 2002

2:17PM - almost done !!!!!!! woooooooo !!!!!!!

woooooooo, the smester is almost over i am so happy. it has just been way to much the past few weeks, but all i have to keep reminding myself is it is almost over i have 11 clases left and then finals. anyway it has been way to cold, i like the winter time except for the fact that it is right now like 18 outside and it is 2:30 in the afternoon......
anyway i hope my baby comes on soon i miss him ....... i dunno what do i am so bored........ well i gotta go run around or something to give myself something to do and to help warm me up

peace

Current mood: bored

Friday, November 29, 2002

10:34PM - what are you to say..... ???

what do you say when someone wants to move 4 1/2 hours away from their house to be with you ??? and they are going to leave their job and life for you..... o my god... i cann't let him do it.... i want him to but i would feel so bad... i have some weird conection with him..... but i mean i could be wrong i mean i am known to have done that in the past.... but i hope i am not wrong with this one.... he is soooo sweet and he seems to be everything i am looking for..... why does this happen to me ??? why cann't i have a normal life with normal relationships ??? just once i would like to find someone to bring home..... is that to musch to ask ??? i dunno i really want to be with this guy..... he makes me smile.... and no guy has done that in a long time..... i miss it a lot.... i mean i dunno.... i am sooo fuckin lost !!!!!!!!!!!! i really don't know what to do about it please someone help me..... no you know what don't help because right now i don't care what people think of me and what i do...... i am going to be happy eventually and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.... live and learn ...... right ??? right....

i just hope i am right in whatever it is i end up doing.... i really don't need to get hurt again.....

Current mood: hopeful

3:26PM - i pulled a katie......

so how about this shit i went home for the holiday and all i did was school work..... i got a lot done..... but anyway my mommy brought me back down last night... we got out of the car and then i realized i left my kays on the kitchen table at my house so we had to drive all the way back up ther and then come back down...... i felt soooooo dumb........
i started work today it sucked real bad but that's okay cuz now i will have money again that should be good.......

anyway i still have a lot to do plus i am talking to my baby....

peace

Current mood: busy

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